Hi everyone!

I'm 30, i live in Spain (recently moved from England).I have had disordered eating since i was 17.I also suffer from depression, and have tried suicide a few times.I've also self harmed (although only a handle of times, and i haven't done it since.)

I have a problem forming relationships with someone as a partnership.I always seem to meet the wrong one- or i'm obviously not good enough for them.I've only had two in my life that are longer than 3 months- one for 8 1/2 months with a bloke, one for the same length of time with a girl.

I'm very lonely and wish there was more to life than being alone and obsessing over everything.It drives me crazy.

oh, i had to bring the elephant into this- as it's so cute!